When Faith's Light Pierces the Darkest Night
Psalm 88 — The one who still calls out from the deepest pit is faith itself.
A song. A psalm of the Korahites. For the leader; maḥalath leannoth. Meaning of Heb. uncertain. A maskil of Heman the Ezrahite. O ETERNAL One, God of my deliverance,when I cry out in the night before You, let my prayer reach You;incline Your ear to my cry. For I am sated with misfortune;I am at the brink of Sheol. I am numbered with those who go down to the Pit;I am like someone helpless abandoned among the dead,like bodies lying in the graveof whom You are mindful no more,and who are cut off from Your care. You have put me at the bottom of the Pit,in the darkest places, in the depths. Your fury lies heavy upon me;You afflict me with all Your breakers. Selah. You make my companions shun me;You make me abhorrent to them;I am shut in and do not go out. My eyes pine away from affliction;I call to You, O ETERNAL One, each day;I stretch out my hands to You. Do You work wonders for the dead?Do the shades rise to praise You? Selah. Is Your faithful care recounted in the grave,Your constancy in the place of perdition? Are Your wonders made known in the netherworld, Your beneficent deeds in the land of oblivion? As for me, I cry out to You, O ETERNAL One;each morning my prayer greets You. Why, O ETERNAL One, do You reject me,do You hide Your face from me? From my youth I have been afflictedand near death;I suffer Your terrors wherever I turn. Your fury overwhelms me;Your terrors destroy me. They swirl about me like water all day long;they encircle me on every side. You have put friend and neighbor far from meand my companions out of my sight.
Psalm 88 is the only psalm in the Psalter that ends without a word of hope, yet it is saturated with raw, unceasing prayer. Heman the Ezrahite, a Korahite singer, pours out his soul from the bottom of the Pit. The psalm refuses to pretend that faith feels bright; it teaches us what faith does when it cannot feel God at all.